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Watching Cibo Matto do Cibo Matto things is kind of inspiring because they just do their thing and keep their cool no matter how much time has passed since last time they did Cibo Matto things. Anyway. I don't draw as much as I used to, in general. Instead I've been making videos. It feels exiting to change medium but I tend to suffer from really bad self esteem when it comes to my creative work. Especially now, being a noob in animation. I hate showing of my work for professionals. Surely, I can't be the only one? I did have a proper ego-boost recently when one of my videos got accepted to a film festival and I was told backstage that it w

It sure feels good to finally be done with the "hey-look-I-drew-in-a-book" drawings cuz even I was gettin' tired of those. I've managed to scan a few pics from this year sooo that's coming up. I'm sorry to say that it will be the same type of watercolour/ink surreal thing I have going on. What I will  draw in the future: Practice drawing hands in a proper size. Srsly. Continue drawing whatever the fuck you want (cuz imma gangsta like dat) Dare to be more silly and odd try new materials!!!! or not i dunno and also ahem I should definitly try to scan more old things because it's kinda nice to see everything in one place ya'know ok peace

So I've been lurking on deviantart recently. It's kinda nostalgic in a way lol and I just laughed my ass of to my old journals, they really do sum up what kind of a person I am. Question that noone will answer: do you guys get this really angsty feeling when you time travel back in your gallery? It's just the worst thing yet I can't stop lurking there- waaay back to the drawings I did when I was like 14. It's like I'm stalking myself and feeling like a looser, both then and now. No? Only me? Ah well. LOOSERCEPTION!